The Quest for an Abudance in Sunshine

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Animal I Have Become

“Help me believe it’s not the real me

somebody save me from this animal i have become.”

 

Lately, I feel like something is holding me or changing my personality. You’re encouraged to find role models to inspire you, maybe even look up to your successful peers. But all i see is a reflection of all my failures and imperfections. I noticed my life was taking a different path than my fantasy. Would my reality ever live up?

Eduardo coached me on some basic Bruce Lee jeet kune do. He was explaining about connecting a punch to your enemy. “You have to WANT your punch to make a connection with your target. Do you understand?”

I want to make a huge impact on my life. I think I’ve died a little bit every day, trying to understand the formula for abundance. Will i spend the next year working as a sever? Or will I find the courage to pursue a better career path and truly believe that deep inside me is a novel or something short of a masterpiece? 

What’s pertinent now is to change my perspective on my reality. I’ve come to realize that the horrible events that have transpired in the past have shattered my identity, but on a positive note, I am more sure of who I was. I know now where dreams come from.

i know that i have a lot of things i need to let go. sometimes i feel like i’ve forgiven myself completely, and then the next i don’t know how to let her go.

 

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Healthy Snack

There’s not too much going on in my kitchen. I’m always searching for quick, healthy snacks instead of opting for Cheetos. Who better recipes to steal from then celebrities? Lex from modeljourney spills the seeds, pumpkin seeds that is, and goji berries for a super food snack! Yummy!

http://modeljourney.com/2013/05/16/healthy-snack/

Thanks again to Lex for her support on my last campaign BE LOVE NOW. Go visit her site, such raw footage documenting the life of a professional model. There’s makeup reviews and gorgeous photos! Make a kind donation on my quest to bring music into my life, in return i’ll bring you what you like to read best-

http://www.indiegogo.com/projects/the-help–2/x/4196431

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Fade to White

abbey lee kershawHere’s 8 Things I Love for some cerebral stimulation. (Themed white) Inspire to inflict change in my life, donate here http://igg.me/at/belovenow/x/4196431, 3 days left to reach my 80 dollar goal. It’s all up to you! Alsooooo these posts are inspired by my short story epiphany i got yesterday afternoon, smoking a ciggy with my dog.

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Kiss Me Already

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If I was doing this at your dairy store, I’d be holding a sign in front of my face. Other chicks snort “Get a real job.” I’d have a bucket of daisy’s given by the farmer’s market to give to passerby who connect with me for that infinite one minute. This is directed to the rare population of generous passerby who know that a gesture of charity reveals impersonal love.

4 days left to raise 80 dollars! If everyone of my followers donated a buck, I’d have enough to buy my violin and encourage other young adults to live in loving awareness. Only you can help!

 

http://igg.me/at/belovenow/x/4196431

Tension

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Here are some tips from my notebook on the narrative craft! Like if you find it useful (:

Significant destails are fundemntal for narratives. You’re reading about a time and place you’ve never been, what do you do when you travel? Observe. Introduce characters and setting with sig. detail. Tension comes from 2 places: uncertainty & conflict. This is drama. Image is powerful, avoid tedious convos and flowery scenery. Conflict is fundemental – put your hero among the damned. Crisis, conflict, and resolution. When does your story reach closure? Be aware that the story has body, shape, it has a structure. There involves danger with desire. Take the best drama on TV, Breaking Bad’s Walter White. Masterful storytelling.”